Splitting Again: A BPD Venting Post
Life with BPD has gotten...interesting...to say the least. I have struggled with it quite a bit lately, but I'm working through it. My symptoms have seemed a bit out of control lately and my splitting episodes have been frequent. I did go three days without a split, but that streak ended this morning. I have been triggered by several different things lately, and I am still learning how to cope with triggers and the splitting episodes that follow. I have been a mess lately. I had a truly awful split on Sunday night. It may have been the worst one yet. I don't remember much about it now, just bits and pieces. I know that it was so bad that it pushed my husband to snap. It made him behave in a way that he has never done in the 18+ years that we have been together. Michael is one of the least violent people I have ever known, but he was almost pushed past the point of no return that night. I lost my ever-loving mind and was t...